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Name: Natalia
Country: United States
Birthday: 12/2/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: Artsying, Singing quietly by the roadside, chasing kittens, reading, visiting fjords, flying
Expertise: Breaking stuff
Occupation: Bookseller :3
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Member Since: 11/20/2005

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

I'm in the library at school hanging out with a friend right now, taking it easy after a big Scholarship Review I had earlier. I think I actually did pretty well, not many people showed up, and some of them didn't have nearly as much work as I did. There were two really good presentations I saw, though. One was by this dude named Max and another from a girl, I didn't catch her name. x.x Their art was really really good. I think one of them might win. 
Anyhoot, the weather has been really nice, lately. For the past couple of days it's been cool, and today it's really cloudy. <3 
On my way home yesterday, I saw two huge flocks of birds flying together and then splitting up, looping around a telephone pole, and then meeting up again and dancing around like that for a bit. And then, I crashed. Just kidding. xD I was at a stoplight. But yes, it was cool. :3
Hrm, I'll make a bigger post about my trip to Halloween Horror Nights later. For now, I return to me work. :]


Saturday, October 21, 2006

Stolded.

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post lyrics for the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly. [Don't use google or searches!]

1.Gettin' born in the state of Mississippi
Papa was a copper and mama was a hippie
In Alabama she would swing a hammer
Price you gotta pay when you pick the panorama
She never knew that there was anything more than poor
What in the world? What does your company take me for?

Black bandana, sweet Louisiana
Robbin' on a bank in the state of Indiana
She's a runner, rebel and a stunner
Oh her merry way sayin' baby whatcha gonna
Lookin' down the barrel of a hot metal 45
Just another way to survive

California rest in peace
Simultaneous release
California show your teeth
She's my priestess, I'm your priest, yeah, yeah

 

2. Visiting hours are 9 to 5 and if I show up at 10 past 6
Well, I already know that you'd find some way to sneak me in and, oh
Mind the empty bottle with the holes along the bottom
You see it's too much to ask for and I am not the doctor

I don't want to be the sweeper of the egg shells that you walk upon
And I don't want to be your other half, I believe that 1 and 1 make 2
I don't want to be your food or the light from the fridge on your face
At midnight, hey
What are you hungry for?
I don't want to be the glue that holds your pieces together
I don't want to be your idol
See this pedestal is high and I'm afraid of heights
I don't want to be lived through
A vicarious occasion
Please open the window

 

3. Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one,
and one,
and one,
and one

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

 

4. I don't have plans and schemes,
And I don't have hopes and dreams.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

And I don't have fond desires,
and I don't have happy hours.
I don't have anything,
Since I don't have you.

Happiness, and I guess,
I never will again.
When you walked out on me,
In walked ol' misery,
And he's been here since then.

(spoken) Yeah, we're fucked!

 

5. Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

 

6. You got no right
To keep me waiting here
You got no right
To keep the pain in here
That holds the crown

And if I fall apart on the outside
(You really don't believe me)
And if I take it to the brink
And if I fall apart on the outside
(You really don't believe me)
You would have barely seen me breathe

And if I meet you out tonight
Will you be loving me forever?
It's always over after the night
It's always colder after the night

I broke through the ice
She won't be coming back again
It's been a year and a night

7. She's convinced she could hold back a glacier
But she couldn't keep Baby alive
Doubting if there's a woman in there somewhere
Here, here, here

You say you don't want it again
And again but you don't
Don’t really mean it
You say you don't want it
This circus we're in
But you don't you don't,
Don’t really mean it
You don't really mean it

If the Divine master plan is perfection
Maybe next I'll give Judas a try
Trusting my soul to the ice cream assassin
Here, here, here

 

8. I wish I would’ve met you
Now its a little late
What you could’ve taught me
I could’ve saved some face
They think that your early ending
Was all wrong
For the most part they’re right
But look how they all got strong
That’s why I say hey man nice shot
What a good shot man
A man
Has gun
Hey man
Have fun
Nice shot

 

9. You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you

Help me, I broke apart my insides
Help me, I’ve got no soul to sell
Help me, the only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

 

10. C'mon girl
Let's get it right
Let's get it right
Let's get it right

The spirit of a dragon's tear
Is lovely at this time of year
The cave within your mountainside
Is deeper than it will be wide hold me

My disenchanted diplomat
Asleep inside the laundromat
Conveyer belts are moving and
I want you you to be sure of that, tell me

And if you let it germinate
I know it will be worth the wait
Disputed by the news that it was you
Who tried to instigate, hey


11. I'm in the phone booth, it's the one across the hall
If you don't answer, I'll just ring it off the wall
I know he's there, but I just had to call

Don't leave me hanging on the telephone
Don't leave me hanging on the telephone

I heard your mother now she's going out the door
Did she go to work or just go to the store?
All those things she said, I told you to ignore
Oh why can't we talk again?
Oh why can't we talk again?
Oh why can't we talk again?

Don't leave me hanging on the telephone
Don't leave me hanging on the telephone

 

12. Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bare
My skin is theirs
Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
My skin is bare
My skin is theirs
I feel like a newborn
And I feel like a newborn
Awake on my airplane
Awake on my airplane
I feel so real
 
Could you take my picture?
Cuz I won’t remember
Could you take my picture?
Cuz I won’t remember
Could you take my picture?
Cuz I won’t remember
Could you take my picture?
Cuz I won’t remember

Yeah

 

13. When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I 'm a creep
I 'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

 

14. When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on

I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I wanna mean it from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out

 

15. You made me cry, you told me lies
But I cant stand to say goodbye
Mama, I’m coming home
I could be right, I could be wrong
Hurts so bad, its been so long
Mama, I’m coming home

Selfish love yeah were both alone
The ride before the fall
But I’m gonna take this heart of stone
I just got to have it all

I’ve seen your face a hundred times
Every day we’ve been apart
I don’t care about the sunshine, yeah
cause mama, mama, I’m coming home
I’m coming home

You took me in and you drove me out
Yeah, you had me hypnotized
Lost and found and turned around
By the fire in your eyes


16. 
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow


17. Rage in the cage
And piss upon the stage
There's only one sure way
To bring the giant down
Defunct the strings
Of cemetary things
With one flat foot
On the devil's wing

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl

 

18. Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

 

19. We'd like you to leave immediately.

(Next subject...)

We can see the satellite at uh,
a distance of about uh,
I guess over 15 miles here.

It looked like a star as you looked up.

See here, we have a beautiful view
of the earth down below as the satellite departs.

She smells of the sun
and she's constantly saying
that's it's all right,
because lies sound so nice.
And like soil to seed goes
to casting my fears aside...

 

20. On those Saturdays, when kids go out and play
Yo I was up in my room I let the stereo blaze
Wasn't faded, not jaded, just a kid with a pad and pen
And a big imagination

All this, I seek, I find I push the envelope to the line
Make it, break it
Take it, until I’m overrated!

Click Click Boom!
I'm comin' down on the stereo, hear me on the radio
Click Click Boom!
I'm comin' down with the new style and you know it's buck wild
Click Click Boom!
I'm on the radio station tourin' round the nation,
Leavin' the scene in devastation

 

21. With the lights out its less dangerous
Here we are now
Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now
Entertain us
A mulatto
An albino
A mosquito
My libido
Yea

I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end

22. Can you feel like a child?
Can you see what I want?
I wanna run through your wicked garden
Heard that's the place to find ya
But I'm alive
So alive now
I know the darkness blinds you

Can you see without eyes?
Can you speak without lies?
I wanna drink from you naked fountain
I can drown your sorrows
I'm gonna burn, burn you to life now
Out of the chains that bind you

 

23. And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

 

24. Cold to disappear
I missed you more these days
And all these tattooed angels
Have brought me back today

I'm a wasted boy, empty master plan
Been stuck inside this lonely room again
You get paranoid, see vultures circling
Want to sleep with them down comes the final curtain
Until, you come, into your soul again
We'll be the worst of best friends
Does it feel like Christmas in Hollywood?
Does it feel like we're ever going to make it home?

Burn, baby burn
Strung out on a wire
Heart in a cage
You’re so full of desire
You need, fast hands
To deal with all the liars
So don’t burn baby burn baby burn

 

25. We've been rambling all the night
And some time of this day
Now returning back again
We bring a garland gay

Who will go down to those shady groves
And summon the shadows there
And tie a ribbon on those sheltering arms
In the springtime of the year

The songs of birds seem to fill the wood
That when the fiddler plays
All their voices can be heard
Long past their woodland days


Friday, October 20, 2006

Yay, update later (ran ouf of time). For now, I copy quiz, too!

Answer Yes or No - Am I

Kind:
Loud:
Shy:
Weird:
Selfish:
Ghetto:
Crazy:
Nice:
Mean:
Immature:
Rude:
Cool:
Brat:
Stupid:
Caring:
Mature:
A friend:
More than a friend:
Talkative:
Boring:
Beautiful:
Creative:
Smart:.
A flirt:
Slutty:
A psycho:
Athletic:
Confusing:
Sweet:
Mood swings:
Annoying:
Funny:
Hyper:
Laid back:
Perfect:

If You Could -

Give me a new name what would it be?
Hook me up with someone who would it be?
Do one thing with me what would it be?
Drop one piece of advice what would it be?

Would You -

Kiss me?
Ever go out with me?
If you already have would you do it again?
Marry me if you could?
Ever talk about me if we were to break up?


Questions -

Which song reminds you of me?
Do you think i'll get married?
If you do, who do you think I'll marry?
When is my birthday?
Who is my best friend (on the internet)?
Where did we meet?
Have you ever had a dream of me?
If youi could change one thing about me, what would it be?
What do you love about me?


Sunday, September 10, 2006

2:00 am. Brain hurts and I feel carsick. @_@ The time goes by too quickly! I'll never have enough drawings done in time ;________;

At work I am the Goblin Queen and Martin is the Lord of Evil. <3

 

So out of it.


Sunday, August 13, 2006

Look! The bird! It's....FLYING!

Hallo hallo. It's 2:35 am, watching some really really odd James Bond movie (with Peter Sellers) at Nancy's house with Wegetable, Jullian, Tony, Bridget, and of course Nancy. As of yesterday morning, I was left with my oldest brother to tend to the house and work and all that while my parents and my other brother went of on a vacation of sorts. I'm happy, not completely, for there is something missing, and it has me very anxious. But right at this moment, I'm not worrying about anything, and I'm excited because later today, I might be going to an anime convention here in Miami with my friends. If I go, I'm sure I'll be reminded immensely of you guys. Which will make me smile. :] But yes, a whole week pretty much to myself. <3 Lovely~ I hope all turns out well and that nothing upsetting happens.
I won't be cosplaying as anyone later, I didn't have much time to prepare anything. xD Let's see~
So, I'm looking forward to starting a webcomic or two with two of my friends. :3 I don't know when I'll make the time, but I'll try really hard to start it. It'll be loads of fun. :D Also,  Anne-Marie and I are planning on making a Firefly RP. :D Much fun to be had. Yes. *jumps about*
..*yawn* It appears that the movie has finished and everyone's preparing to fall asleep. I think I might, too....soon enough.



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